Saturday, May 19, 2012
累
日覆一日，精疲力尽的做到深夜。
有时我也会想，自己能这样撑到何时。
即使如此，每天还是会努力重复着同样的工作。
灵魂好像就这样慢慢地消失一样。
即使变得一无所有，仍会坚持守护我的人，有吗？
大概，对自己的一切，已经没有自信了吧。
我害怕，最终，我还是孤身一人。
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3:10 PM
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
What changed me?
Am i being too harsh on myself?
work study study study.
i wasnt like this before. what changed me...
couldn't find a reason to continue work hard.
i used to have a reason to fight...
now i lose the reason.
how am i gonna continue this?
everyone asked me why.
the first time i'll tell them excitedly.
and when time goes by, i got discourage and like a balloon with no air, deflated.
i always find myself finding things to entertain myself, which lead to this comment from my roommate: she always laugh by herself.
it may sound pathetic and creepy. well, maybe i am like that.
i got no fun life.
the dream i always have in university, it's long lost, at the moment i entered here.
if u know me back then, i'm an very active person. i joined and organized activities.
what makes me become THIS. i also wished to know.
people know me as a hyper crazy jolly girl. but what do they know about me deep inside. when i really need is just a hug.
it'll be another tough month for me... both exams are nearing. i just wished i don screw up both and allow my dad to have a chance to lecture on me.
tyy!!! u'll be alright, ya?! =/
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