Sunday, October 31, 2010
FOOTball!
this hobby, have to thanks to my friend.
'cause he always tell me about football...
Show me those football videos.
Sing his team punya cheers..
Teach me about football stuffs...
apart from that, those footballer really handsome la....
so, in the end i also gan jiong with him when his team is losing.
first time thinks that football can be this fun. HAHAHA...
p.s: i don play... hehe. i just watch. ^^
yy
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11:00 PM
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Isn't so bad afterall
So.... have been dwelling in the past for the past few months.
Wasted alot of time, i know.
Still, I got my right to feel sad. I got the right to feel bad.
ok, maybe i dont deserved to feel down.
Afterall, this is what I choose to.
(which i don not know why i would at the first place. maybe coz i doesnt want to see my parents worried for the tuition fee and all.*sigh* it's hard to be a good daughter when come to this kind of stuff. you dont know u should follow your heart or follow theirs.)
Ok, maybe the food here very suckie (VERY!)... maybe the environment here not as nice as there. (SUPER NOT!)... maybe the lecturer here is not up to standard... maybe the course isnt something i truly like... maybe i deserve a better surrounding (which i meant if i choose what i really really want at the first place.)... BUT BUT, i found some cool friends here that sort of cheers me up despite the all the others that makes me feel unfair.
AND AND, this isnt the end of life... AND AND AND, i got my perfect shoes that always keep me comfy no matter how bad the situation seems to be. =)
you know i always miss you....
-yy-
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9:09 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2010
very good.
i feel like shit now.
one mistake linked to another.
very good, every single thing now i feel regret.
don ever ask me about my study or what i wanna do.
just leave me rot.
Eff!
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6:17 PM
Hatred
I hate here!
I hate my study!
I hate my hall!
I hate IT!!!!
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5:30 PM
Friday, October 8, 2010
This is the way
"rational people think at marginal"means thatignore sunk cost!!!
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1:19 PM
Questions
I'm not myself lately.
Too many questions appeared in my head.
Too lost to make decision.
Tuck myself in study too much that I feel like, why...
I am sick of some perspex of my life.
Some that even myself also cant explain.
Maybe when you made the wrong decision, took the wrong path, which are all one way path...
You will continue to make more wrong decisions, more wrong choices.
There will be no turning back.
When you make effort to change it back, but it turns out to be otherwise.
And in the end you'll be directed to another ending which deviate so so much from your original plan.
You're constantly live with regret for the rest of your life.
And constantly talk about IF.
But non of this is going to change your outcome.
What make me realized is that.
No matter how hard you work, or how many effort you put into one thing.
What people notice, what people judge, will always be the outcome.
There will not be a person that praised your hard working, nor people will remember you for your great effort. Unless, UNLESS, your effort made great changes, made great achievement.
This is life. This is REALITY.
So, eventhough you put in 199% of effort and the outcome is lousy. Your 199% of effort will instantly become ZERO...
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1:08 AM
Calming song
u asked me why I love to listen to the song, sky chord.
ermmm... coz I always feel calm after listen to that song.
I'll imagine u played to me. then I'll feel calm. touchy touchy and sometimes will feel nose sour.
especially at night.
I'll never get bored with that song.
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1:07 AM
Friday, October 1, 2010
Realized....
Working hard is just the path towards good result.
What we see eventually will be the result rather than how much effort have you put into it.
No one will ask how hard did you worked.
They will only comment on the outcome.
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10:14 PM
