Worst day of my life.... where to start... my mum not at home... i missed her badly.... tat day saw her in kampung... she seemed v tired...
this morning i woke up... there's a bunch of housework to do... waiting for me to settle... i haven recovered from my headache....
my dad still don wan 2 let me use d car... ok, fine...
went tuition... i hav to apologize to dem... but juz leave me alone... i scared if i tok i cant tahan my anger... sorry...
den, ltr surposingly der's another tuition at 2pm.... but, when i went der, no one..... tuition time changed.... shit... i don noe.... n i noe y... coz my sis is playing wif my 012 number... she din tell me got msg... and it's a damn important one...( found out when i reached home) ok i tahan...
i din eat lunch 2day.... no appetite... afta tat 1hour bio tuition... i went to pelangi 2 buy sum bread to eat... and mayb i m not careful enuf... i strained my ankle... sienz.... pain....
when returned home... i saw my sis watching tv!!! and the clothes i ask her to sun are still in d washing machine... hell....
Just like a line a zig zag line people are interconnected, like a line someone is looking at someone's direction, you are looking at someone's direction, i am looking at someone's direction. Just like a connect-the-dot game.
Some lines are fated to have bad endings Some lines are fated to lose Some lines are fated to give up
The lines are not turning their directions, because maybe they are not fated to.
Onli the correct line will intersect n coincide with u
Some lines are parallel, we often mistaken that those lines are the right one for us, coz it's moving wif the same direction It's moving in same direction, but not moving wif us
Some lines intersects, we often mistaken that those lines are right one for us, coz it had once been the same point with us but it actually move in diff direction.
Onli 1 line will coincide wif us n that is the correct one.
HAIZ~~~!! don noe wher to start.... ytd my aunty passed away.... 2day i went to her funeral.... saw her picture... her usual warmth smile.... makes me wanna cry... eyes wet, but i tahan it..... another close relative passed away this year.... HAIZ.....
ytd, my sis lost her wallet.... ytd, surpose to b a shopping day... surposingly, we shud b buying our stuffs... but, don noe which damn guy took my sis wallet n ruined evthing.... curse him!!!! damn! i was worried lyk hell... searched d mall.... tired.... went home... faced d music... could he just shut up n do sth more practical????!!!! luckily, d waller was found.. but tat day i lost all my appetite.....
2ml, i m having 2 tuitions.... 1-3pm n 2-4pm... damn clashed.... again, choices to b made... hate making choices... coz tats means sth had 2 b losed... oppurtunity cost.... haiz.... my mum busy, dad also... i GOT driving license.... I CAN DRIVE... but i don noe wad holding dem bek... TAT NOT ALLOWING ME TO DRIVE ON MY OWN...... den, i might as well don get d driving license at d first place.... tis is ridiculous.... n making me so damn xing ku.... y shud i go take taxi when i got a car at home tats AVAILABLE????? this is shit....
i complaint to my sis about our pertina mp... though i m not ajk of pertina... but my sis is former president of pertina... haiz.... i got no comments on tiz mp.... to b honest... i don tink it will b successfull.... moderate oso don have..... tis is sick.....
exam is cuming... n i have no intention 2 work hard...... wads wrong wif me.... normal me edi eating up all d facts, digesting it.... but i haven even wanted to touch d books... wads wrong wif me?????
juz set a new policy.... hav to start to b more more self discipline ler... (1) no tv during weekday[afta i finished d 19yr old qing chun]... (2) study 4 hours per day(weekday), 4 hrs (weekend) (3) weekend MUST exercise (4) weekday no online unless i gt work to do (5) daily expenses on food cannot exceed rm6 (6) read a book 50 times- 20 min per day (7) reduce outings
hav to stick to it strictly... hmmm.... afta stpm, all these will b automatic rescind... [sien lar!]
Too long din write ler... i tink my blog going to rust ler... life v busy... evday gt endless homework to do... still d same as form 5 school life.. but nw even busier... monday to friday evday tuition till v late... reached home still gt homework to rush... early morning alrdy left home for school... sien lor... oni saturday sunday free... path a little blur nw... i don noe where shud i go next... haiz...
