Tuesday, November 15, 2011
YET, sick A.G.A.I.N...
the number of visits with doctors this year, really countless. Its not i didn't take care of myself well... it's just, *sigh*... FINE... i didn't take care of myself... by the end of this year i review myself, there should be a lot of red markings every month. i'm really am trying hard to take care of ME by MYSELF! resolution of next year....
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9:31 AM
Friday, November 11, 2011
回忆
你还好吗 好久不见
後来的你 喜欢了谁
现在的你 一样帅气
至於爱情 是个回忆
在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚
我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
回忆是封挂号信
爱是什麽 什麽人懂
所以 别难过
心还痛吗 请忘了吧
所谓幸福 是个童话
後来的我 一切随意
所以 没关系
午後的闷热 窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦 他乡的你
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3:21 PM
Monday, November 7, 2011
Let go
i really missed you... and i really loved you. from the bottom of my heart. but, i know... we cant be together anymore. we cant go back to the old times. like before.
they said the best thing ever happened to you is to marry your best friend. i guess i cant get that kind of happiness anymore. unless im lesbian. hmm..
i wish you all the best in finding your new cheese. and i hope i can find my new cheese too. im going to slowly letting you go. im going to let you go....
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12:06 AM
Swear #1
i swear to god. i'll never do long distance relationship. NEVER. its so tiring and frustrated and fucked up. i hate it. i hate the fact that we arent able to hug each other when im sad, when you're sad. i hate the fact that i cant hold your hand and tell you how pretty the scene im looking at right now. i hate the fucking fact that i need you so much, to be by my side and you cant. and it's killing me from inside out.
no! i'll kill myself if i did that again.
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12:01 AM
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Far far away - Home
its a windy rainy morning. one more day to go before i can hop on a bus and head back home.
I cant recall when is the last time i step foot on my house doorway. 2 months? 3 months? or more.
After i took up ACCA the longest i stayed at home would be 3 days or 4. I missed home. I missed holiday. Eventhough i got holiday, my holiday always full of class. and i never get the chance to sneak back home and slack at home. lying on sofa, flip through channels. :(
but i guess im lucky. at least my home is reachable. its within my money power and geographical means.
Cant wait...
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9:26 AM
Truth
don fall in love with me, for i will hurt you deep.
don put hope on me, for i will crush it mean.
don put me in your future, for i will runaway from it.
im not a girl that would give you happiness, nor a girl that follow you obediently.
please stay away from me.
but if as friend, i will help you and love you in everyway.
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12:17 AM
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
:'(
There's things I know I should have mentioned sooner
But I didn't know how
I'm sorry I lost you
I never thought that this could come between us
I know its water and bridges now...
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4:11 PM
