Monday, January 30, 2012
prayers
please god, give me strength to sleep without regrets, wake up without disappointment.
please guide me through darkness and give me lights in my future days.
please god, give me hint for mistake i will take, and give me power to embrace the mistake i had done.
please god, i do not beg for forgiveness, but guide me through, so i can ease the pain...
please god, i just want a simple love life. just enough to make me happy. nothing more nothing less.
please god...
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1:29 AM
#swear 2
I will never voice out my feeling.
I will try to be even stronger.
I will live up to my mistakes and my promises.
I will not easily give up.
I will not give up!
be strong, TYY! be strong...
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1:26 AM
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Randomness
i love music, like i love food.
tho, food more. hahaha...
i like to study with music on. but half of the time, i'll get carried away, and sing along with the song. haha...
sometimes i like noisy song, and sometime, i just like instrumental music. guitar, for example.
talk about guitar... i possessed one. now i rarely play it. didnt bring it up with me to uni. i really very envy those people that can play it well. jason mraz, taylor swift are some of my favourite artist. they are so cool. sing and play guitar at the same time is so hard. while, probably, i cant syn properly. hahaha. mouth and hand movement.
looking at them, really makes me feel small. THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES. they achieved their dreams. we always say we want to do this, want to do that. but when it really comes to the DOING part, we always have excuse. i guess, i cant escape from the group. haha...
i always say i was being tied down here. doesnt really open up and enjoy much. always dream of the girl i use to be. that crazy girl back in secondary school. what change me? people said i always linger the past. always look back. but i cant help but think, what change me, to the person i am today. no fun, no craziness. haha. no wonder they said, when people grow old, mature, they build a cage around them and do not, anymore, dream big. i think it happened to me.
i want to fly. i want to be crazy. i want my life not to be routine. but random.
i will try say YES to everything. i don want to be HEM, from who moved my cheese. i want to be HAW.
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12:01 PM
