Saturday, October 30, 2010
Isn't so bad afterall
So.... have been dwelling in the past for the past few months.
Wasted alot of time, i know.
Still, I got my right to feel sad. I got the right to feel bad.
ok, maybe i dont deserved to feel down.
Afterall, this is what I choose to.
(which i don not know why i would at the first place. maybe coz i doesnt want to see my parents worried for the tuition fee and all.*sigh* it's hard to be a good daughter when come to this kind of stuff. you dont know u should follow your heart or follow theirs.)
Ok, maybe the food here very suckie (VERY!)... maybe the environment here not as nice as there. (SUPER NOT!)... maybe the lecturer here is not up to standard... maybe the course isnt something i truly like... maybe i deserve a better surrounding (which i meant if i choose what i really really want at the first place.)... BUT BUT, i found some cool friends here that sort of cheers me up despite the all the others that makes me feel unfair.
AND AND, this isnt the end of life... AND AND AND, i got my perfect shoes that always keep me comfy no matter how bad the situation seems to be. =)
you know i always miss you....
-yy-
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