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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

i'm yours, faithfully...


"having a gf or bf is not love, but having someone whom even if you hurt them to the most extreme, they will still hold your hand and say "I WAS, I AM and I WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS..."
saw this is facebook just now. hmm. will i have someone like that to hold my hand? =(



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4:49 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2012

不行哦?


我也想任性,不能吗?



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6:41 PM

self defence


haiz... stress out again. after a long day at library, i felt so discouraged. back to room, sit in front of desk, i on my laptop to watch anime. dont know is it because of the story or i'm already stress out, i guess is the second one... i felt so sad, and life is so meaningless... to chase a dream, i took up the hard path. why would i do that to torture myself? to chase my dream? i dont know... i'm nt sure what i want for myself anymore. looking at my phone, i wanted to have someone to comfort me. anyone. n so i texted some of them. but i guess my pride is so high that i scared to cry in front of them. in the end, after hang up the phone, i cried. i was desparately wanted to be comforted, a hug... but none was received. its so funny... i cried n cried. and i realized, no one is gonna come and save me. so, instead, i find ways to make myself better, like i always do... i watched family outing. i laughed so hard that my jaw hurts. i laugh so hard that all the tears were sucked back. for one hour, i just let myself laugh. and i'm better. washed my face and fight for my dream continues... i don know what will i feel, when i finally did it... but deep deep down, i just want a person to be there for me. someone i love and love me back. maybe this is my real dream, accountant is just something i wanted to get my mind off the real one. 'cause, i know i wont realize the real one...



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2:38 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2012


日覆一日,精疲力尽的做到深夜。
有时我也会想,自己能这样撑到何时。
即使如此,每天还是会努力重复着同样的工作。
灵魂好像就这样慢慢地消失一样。

即使变得一无所有,仍会坚持守护我的人,有吗?
大概,对自己的一切,已经没有自信了吧。

我害怕,最终,我还是孤身一人。



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3:10 PM

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

What changed me?


Am i being too harsh on myself?
work study study study.
i wasnt like this before. what changed me...
couldn't find a reason to continue work hard.
i used to have a reason to fight...
now i lose the reason.
how am i gonna continue this?
everyone asked me why.
the first time i'll tell them excitedly.
and when time goes by, i got discourage and like a balloon with no air, deflated.

i always find myself finding things to entertain myself, which lead to this comment from my roommate: she always laugh by herself.
it may sound pathetic and creepy. well, maybe i am like that.
i got no fun life.
the dream i always have in university, it's long lost, at the moment i entered here.
if u know me back then, i'm an very active person. i joined and organized activities.
what makes me become THIS. i also wished to know.
people know me as a hyper crazy jolly girl. but what do they know about me deep inside. when i really need is just a hug.

it'll be another tough month for me... both exams are nearing. i just wished i don screw up both and allow my dad to have a chance to lecture on me.

tyy!!! u'll be alright, ya?! =/



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8:26 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2012


不会有完美的结局



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5:06 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

struggling


still strongly hold on to the idea of surviving alone.
now, im still young. why should i just stick to a guy, when i got lot more things to do.
i admit, sometimes i felt lonely, i envy n jealous those that are in relationship.
but when i thought about being tied down by a guy, cannot do what my heart wants.
i'm not ready to settle down. i want to be wild...



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12:49 PM

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